i am i am i am

A bittersweet weekend lays awaiting at my feet. My head is still at war with the abounding thoughts tearing themselves apart within it's walls.

Three quotes resonated the loudest this week:

It all flowed over me with a screaming ache of pain...remember, remember, this is now, and now, and now. Live it, feel it, cling to it. I want to become acutely aware of all I've taken for granted. When you feel that this may be good-bye, the last time, it hits you harder. - Sylvia Plath

I took a deep breath and listened to the old bray of my heart. I am. I am. I am - Sylvia Plath

"We only begin to live when we conceive life as a tragedy."
--W.B. Yeats