I’m still numb, and even though I had not sincerely spoken to you in a month, I still feel the void that your presence once occupied. Too many questions swarm and swamp my mind at this hour. All I can think of … is you. All day memories have been invading my consciousness until I come back to reality and try to readjust the blank expression that has taken residence upon my face.
I was wrong. I was so wrong. I cannot believe how stupidly wrong I was. And now, I cannot change a thing.
I sit here, weary from praying and hoping that the journey of your soul has reached the freedom that is so desperately desired in this life.
As sad as my heart is, there still resides a corner which is full of anger because there is nobody to blame.
I just wish I had one last conversation with you. Just one more. One more evening where you made me laugh like I meant it.
I miss you now, and will miss you tomorrow even more.
Sleep well, friend xx
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